Did some changes to this blog, i realized tat deep inside im quite a depressing person so i surround myself wit cute, bright and cheerful things, even in person im a cheerful person as many of my friends would describe me. but in reality im just covering up, i really dun like being sad all e time but sometimes seeing anything tat looks like-like on TV, happy families or animals die n even ppl dying would make me cry. tats y i always look for things to make me happy

Right now im listening to some great music, n then i put my hands together flat against eachother then i open them like a book, n u know e lines u haf on yer hands somehow on my hands e lines join up to form a smile, tat made me happy. Seeing a dog makes me happy, seeing a leaves blowing around carelessly makes me happy, seeing swifts trying to race e cars on e road makes me happy. i see n notice small things around to cheer me up

somehow even when i notice such things, i notice them more then ppl. its more amusing to see nature then ppl.