Today for afew hrs i manage to watch cable! yay!! n for afew hrs too! I watched National Geographic n they were showing a documentary on a volcano tats going to erupt in e philippines (more liked it erupted already..) anyway they show alot on how e US army station there n it was their largest 1 too haf to abandone e place n also help many of e locals to leave too, but some of e native local in e mountain side doesnt want to leave so it took alot of convincing tat some finally get their butts moving but there is others being stubborn remain, so too bad for them they died except for 3 ppl who bury themselves in bat shit...

Volcano erupting is a long process.. it expand for days n they mostly show ppl who r in danger but i dun feel sad for them somehow... even tho im born there.... but something they show in it make me felt so sad!! my heart aches!! cos after many days ashes keep raining down n at e same time there was a typhon too!! so e rivers were over flowing wit mud tat flows like raging water! Any houses in e way simply gets wash along n ppl were trying to hang on to anything tat floats.. im still not feeling anything for them my mind was like 'ppl, ppl, ppl oo crazy woman.. man.. floating body..y r they dragging a dead cow? ahaha they fell in! yes run ahahaha' then i saw 2 wet muddy cats huddling together on a flat wooden thing floating on tat raging mud!! NNuuuUUuuUUUUuuuu MEOW MEOW!!! nUUUuuUUuUUU.. haiz my heart really aches..... T__T