Ahaha been a long time again since I last posted anything, but I'm tat kinda person... on and off.... on and off... Today, well since this memory popped into my head I wanted to put it down somewhere b4 I forget (which I dun think I will.. but who knows!)

my cute, sweetie, old.. very bad breath ... cat... was trying to get my attention by slowly sinking his claws into my flesh. But he sooo cute! I cant get angry at him, so I endure e pain n pat his head n tickle under his chin (now his bad breath drool is on my fingers.. GAH!!) then I notice 1 of his long whiskers was curling differently from e rest, its like calling me to plunk it off!!! but.. NUUUUU I'm not gonna hurt my cutie!!

after torturing myself wit those thots, my memories of how tat single whisker curled differently..

my cat love to play wit erm stuff like straws, pencils, pens, eraser.. those kinda small stuff. one day I was in my room engrossed in a computer game... n my mother trying to b annoying came into my room n sat behind me... toking on e phone... ( she could haf done it in her room which is way more comfy!! but nooo! it got to b right behind me..) my cat was sitting on a ladder looking down at my mother strangly.. so she took a lighter n try to play wit him.. cats.. being cats.. n not human.. wouldnt know if a lighter is a dangerous item... n my mother even use these words.. 'u think yer so brave ah? stupid cat' n all e while kind of wave e lighter in front of him n so he try to paw back to play.. then my mother wanted to scare my cat, lighted e lighter n my poor kitty got crispy whiskers on 1 side.... n even said to me when I scold her, tat she dint know lighter can burn!!

cats... being cats... n not human.. wouldnt know... but my mother... being... human.. u think she would know better... but she doesnt... but.. wat do u expect... from this.. human.. even when e word 'refridgerator' for short is known commonly as 'fridge' but she commonly thot of her own word for it (n really thinks e whole world uses this word too...sad..) n she calls it ... 'reff'

when I 1st heard e word from her it really got me confuse... n she even scold me for not knowing wat a 'reff' is! haiz... save me...

Damn it im a wizard! i did e test 2 times n its e same! i want to be an assasin!!!!!!!

The RPG Class Test

Wizard 44% Combativeness, 26% Sneakiness, 58% Intellect, 47% Spirituality

Brilliant! You are a Wizard! Wizards are spells-casters who study powerful arcane magic. While Wizards tend to be pretty fragile, some of those spells can pack quite a punch. Unlike Clerics, Wizards aren’t as good at fixing people as they are at breaking them, so watch where you toss that fireball… Your most distinctive trait is your intelligence. You're probably well learned and logical, if perhaps a bit fragile.

Some funny happened today, earlier on my mother call me out to haf my lunch n cheerfully told me tat a nice cold glass of coke is in e kicthen for me, i luv coke so when i heard it i thot 'woo a treat!' cos usually there is no drinks in e house except water n tea. so i went to e kicthen scoop my lunch of fried rice n took both my lunch n coke to e living room n set down my drink on e table n process to munch away.

but.. while i was munching.. i kept looking at e coke.. n wonder where did tat coke come from in e 1st place.. n y did my mother put it in a glass n left it in e kicthen. then i realized... i haf a mini fridge in my room n my mother use it to hide eggs n stuff, b4 she cook she came to my room to take e eggs n then she saw my 1 n onli can of coke..... so much for being happy about a treat... it was my own coke!!! when i turn to ask her about it she can still laugh.... n she drank my coke!!! my coke!!!!! MY COKEEEE!! ITS MINE!!!!

Today for afew hrs i manage to watch cable! yay!! n for afew hrs too! I watched National Geographic n they were showing a documentary on a volcano tats going to erupt in e philippines (more liked it erupted already..) anyway they show alot on how e US army station there n it was their largest 1 too haf to abandone e place n also help many of e locals to leave too, but some of e native local in e mountain side doesnt want to leave so it took alot of convincing tat some finally get their butts moving but there is others being stubborn remain, so too bad for them they died except for 3 ppl who bury themselves in bat shit...

Volcano erupting is a long process.. it expand for days n they mostly show ppl who r in danger but i dun feel sad for them somehow... even tho im born there.... but something they show in it make me felt so sad!! my heart aches!! cos after many days ashes keep raining down n at e same time there was a typhon too!! so e rivers were over flowing wit mud tat flows like raging water! Any houses in e way simply gets wash along n ppl were trying to hang on to anything tat floats.. im still not feeling anything for them my mind was like 'ppl, ppl, ppl oo crazy woman.. man.. floating body..y r they dragging a dead cow? ahaha they fell in! yes run ahahaha' then i saw 2 wet muddy cats huddling together on a flat wooden thing floating on tat raging mud!! NNuuuUUuuUUUUuuuu MEOW MEOW!!! nUUUuuUUuUUU.. haiz my heart really aches..... T__T

Something just pop into my head, 2 person haf witness this.. my mother and someone who manage to catch me in deep sleep. they say i mumble in my sleep which i find it werid.. cos i really dunno tat i do tat... but also i wonder wat i mumble about. is toking in yer sleep mean something like health problems? or a spirit is toking to me in my sleep? if so i wonder wat we tok about cos i dun remember any dreams when i woke up.

opps forgot to add in.. after i pray when i walked into my room i stumb my toe! T__T on e armchair in my room.. its been a long time since i stumb my toe on anything!! n u know usually when u accident kick yer toe on a leg of a chair it just bloody hurts!! but it doesnt bleed right?

haha sadly mine does.. it must be pretty hard to actually bust e skin, din know it was bleeding till it left blood stains on e ground n tats e 2nd time it happened... e 1st time my toe bleed cos i cut too deep then i walked to e kicthen when i walked back i was wondering who e stupid idiot who left blood stains on e floor, then i realized its me!!! WeeeeeEEE~~ ^^

Ah long time since i posted up anything, just to update there a new cat in e house... long haired... trying to find a new home for her.. she kept up up all night on e 1st day.. wow an accident just happen outside my house really!! hmm cant see anything.. trees blocking..

But wat made me post today is actually more like a little freaky, my 1st family home in singapore was in blk 470 in tampines (yes yes.. i guess it haunted there, so many suicide cases) i stayed there from 5yrs old till about 11, n while i was there me n my sister always see a black shadow at e corner of our eye but when we turn to look, it zip away. But it doesnt strike us as odd or anything cos we were young n thot it was normal, onli after i moved out n many yrs later i realized it was not.. normal.. so since i've moved i nvr seen any shadow thing at e corner of my eye, but these few weeks its happening again... i din think much of it but somehow today wat i saw was alittle more then wat i been seeing for e past few weeks. i was standing at my door going in to e house n looking out at an angle then e corner of my eye i see a large man shape shadow walking towards e wall, i turn my head quickly to look cos i thot it was a neighbour but there was nothing there n my mother was outside feeding e cat so she also can tell if there is someone there.

Cos it was larger n more clear then i haf ever seen so far so i whisper to tell my mother, she kinda got serious n pulled me to e alter n light 3 candles, n try to squeeze a rosary over my head, which doesnt fit... n made me pray. so now e rosary cross is taken off n put onto my braclet..

These kinda things happen in philippine so she takes it seriously, i cant really recall wat i saw e past few weeks but i remember some were white n small n floating n some were black, but today was e 1st time i see something like wat i saw. i think i ever saw in my room too but those were white.. my mother says tat maybe i must haf gone somewhere n this thing decide to follow me.. now tats creepy... i nvr do anything to them... so im not afraid.. somehow halfway typing this out my shoulders ache... i better go get my cat to company me...